OMG HAI 8D

I've grown tired of this name. I mean come on, Amber4Ever? I have no idea what I was thinking when I made that.

So, I've made a new account: to which I will begin transfering stuff shortly after I finish typing this journal.

So, if you wish to continue watching me, please +watch the new account.

~Kookie Kween

So yeah. Just felt like saying that.

Oh, and in case this is the first time you've seen one of my journals, yes, I do have a BF. ;D

And even though I won't have the chance to talk to him today, I'm still in a relatively good mood.

Anyways, you may return to whatever you were doing before.

~Kookie Kween

PS: The balloon in the emote of my mood should be blue, darnit!
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I just finished reading all the NP and Fillers/Sketchbook from EGS: [link]

And now I REALLY want to draw something. But at the same time, I don't. Wow, that made sense.

But almost every time I try to draw something, it doesn't look nearly as good as it did in my head. And then, when I color it, it just gets messed up even more. By the time I scan it, it looks like crap. Even if I try Photoshopping it to make it look better, it still fails.

I know that people say "Practice makes perfect" and such, but I don't seem to be getting any better. It's just so annoying how it seems that all these famous web artists can put together better sketches in five minutes than I can do in an hour. ._.

Meh, I think I'll try sketching a little bit, but I doubt I'll actually scan anything.

~Kookie Kween

Again, from .

Rules:
1. tag 10 peeps (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal.

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[/] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (I used to.)
[/] I have many scars. (A couple from bug bites from my childhood)
[] I tan easily
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[/] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (A little.)
[] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[] I have a job.
[] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. (6th Grade, I got really sick.)
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[/] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing. o///o (My sister used to tickle me until I peed when I was little.)
[x] I've snorted while laughing. (Once.)
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles.


Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (Driving down to Disneyland.)
[] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (Almost! I missed though.)
[x] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[/] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (My sister helped.)
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play. (So many plays...)
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment. (One of my biggest fears, actually.)
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[/] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (I'll let a few people talk to me, but there's only like 2 or 3 people who fit in that catagory.)
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[] I'm afraid of dying.
[] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[/] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. (She thought about it, but didn't try anything.)
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide. (I didn't go through with it because I was too scared of hurting the people around me.)
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. ♥
[/] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (I wouldn't say unhealthy, but I do watch anime.)
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[] I can sing well. (I don't know, I think my singing is retarded, but someone else thought I was good.)
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[] I curse regularly.
[/] I sing in the shower. (I used to, but not anymore.)
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[/] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[/] I love being neat.
[] I love Spam.
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[/] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. (Blue <3)
[x] I've worn pajamas to school. (Yay for Pajama Day)
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[/] I know how to shoot a gun. (Airsoft gun. But I'm still not entirely sure about it. )
[] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[?] I am really ticklish. (What the- Who wrote this quiz?!? *refuses to answer*)
[] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[/] I'm good at remembering names
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[/] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I tag... You! 8D *brick'd*

~Kookie Kween

Random quiz thing stolen from

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[x] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[/] my favorite toys as a child were barbies (I played with them because my cousin made me)
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[/] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear (I prefer them, but I'll still wear other jeans)
[ ] I love chocolate
[ ] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 2

[ ] my hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 0

[x] I don't shop at Hot Topic
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been on or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before.
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 1

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[x] I love to have gurls do my hair
[x] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[x] I hate bugs
[x] carnivals are so fun!
[x] Summer is THE best season
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me i'm beautiful and i'm all yours

TOTAL: 6

[x] I am self-conscious
[/] I cry often (I used to, but I don't really have reasons to cry anymore)
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[x] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[x] I dont do sports
[x] I HATE to run
[x] I squeal when i am surprised or angry (Does being randomly poked from behind count as suprised? )
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 5.5

[x] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[x] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends (Voice chat on the computer is like talking on the phone, right?)
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[ ] horses are beautiful
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I write my own music (Me? Creative? Ha!)
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[x] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] hate the grunge look
[ ] I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I love to gossip
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[x] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group.
[/] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[x] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 2.5

[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[x] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[x] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

TOTAL: 2

Now add up all the total points and put "I am __% girly" for the subject if you steal or get tagged.